January 12, 2016

Dear Nugget,

So, I get asked how I'm feeling a lot. And, my answer is always "Fiiiiiiiiine." But you know what, I don't really feel fine. I feel like I've been hungover for the last three weeks!

• I'm a little bit nauseous pretty much all the time. 
• I'm so tired that I think I could lay down and take a nap at any point. 
• I want to eat everything. All the time. And I never feel not hungry. 
• Oh, but then I eat too much and I feel like I REALLY want to barf and have acid reflux. 
• All I want to do is put on yoga pants and snuggle on the couch and binge watch Netflix. 

Yep...I'm pretty much hungover all the time, but don't get the pleasure of reliving the hilarious oh-my-hell-I-forgot-that-part-look-at-THIS-picture moments with the girls. But, unlike the lies that I tell myself the morning after every time I drink too much, I can honestly say that after you, I'm never doing this again. You, my dear, will be enough.

By the way, your sister is going to FREAK OUT when she finds out about you! We love the show Rehab Addict (someday when I'm redecorating your room for the 400th time you'll understand this). Anyway, we were catching up on episodes tonight and at the very end of the last one, Nicole Curtis tells us to stay tuned for the next episode, where she will announce that she's adding to her family. Then you see a shot of a big pregnant belly and your sister FREAKED! "Oh my gosh! She's pregnant???? You have to find the next episode! We have to find out more! Oh my gosh!" She was so excited for Nicole...I cannot wait to tell her about you!

Love,
Mom